Have I told you how good it feels to be me,

when I'm in you?

I can only stay clean

when you are around.

Don't let me fall.

If I close my eyes forever,

would it ease the pain?

Could I breathe again?

Maybe I'm addicted,

I'm out of control,

but you're the drug

that keeps me from dying.

Maybe I'm a liar,

but all I really know is

you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,

I made a million mistakes.

Am I too late?

There is a storm in my head;

it rains on my bed

when you are not here.

I'm not afraid of dying,

but I am afraid of losing you.

Maybe I'm addicted,

I'm out of control,

but you're the drug

that keeps me from dying.

Maybe I'm a liar,

but all I really know is

you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me

love is going through to me.

Oh it's beautiful.

Everything is clear to me

'till I hit reality

 and I lose it all...