I have opened windows widely… wishing you are here so you can see and feel this beautiful day in
The air is mild and it smells of wakening up… guess it is that smell that brings me back to myself couple of years ago… when I was sitting in this same position, in the same chair in front of computer… but with such a different feeling.
Déjà vu… cigarette, black coffee, music… words… and this
I am calm today. Completely, almost scary calm.
Perhaps, it was the peaceful morning I needed, or that goodbye without words which I said yesterday to Us. Whatever it was, it brought calm and peace to me today.
Silence.
Capability to talk and express myself is lost… all I can do is this… making invisible thoughts in someone else’s virtual reality. Not mine. I don’t have reality… at least not one that I like.
Therefore, I am not …
At all…
But that is not the issue here.
We don’t have an issue any more.
At least, I don’t have it.
Beautiful day.
So bright. So clear, although not thanks only to the weather…
Wish you were here… not with me… but somewhere here…near… to turn around yourself, take a deep breath and become Belgrade as I am from the day I was born. I am quite convinced that it is enough for someone like you just to take a deep breath, a quick glimpse… to become Belgrade itself… if anyone, you are able to do that…
Anyway… just wanted to say that… you know…