My mind screams in agony

at this mind numbing pain

that's going on in my head

i wanna scream but i can't

my voice is shot

my body is tortured

by this soul destroying pain

that resides within my spirit

i wish to shake it off but i can't

my body is frozen in time

my heart is pounding in agony

due to the uncomprehensive tearing

that is evident in my insides

i could speak it out but i can't

my mind doesn't remember the words

my hands are itching to type the words

to explain how bad this really feels

the indescribable intensity

i should express myself but i can't

my slit wrists won't let me type